about today

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would have been nice to be around

I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation

I want it I want it I want it I want it
I want it I want it I want it I want it

(Infatuation - Maroon 5)

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” - Steve Jobs

my version of best carrie moments

gift for myself

This shoes is miraculously mine!

I went to ZARA Senci last week with my friends and I really liked the shoes, but I didn't get my size. They only have 38 and 40, no 39. The 38 was too fit, 40 was too loose. And since this one is quite expensive (for me) so I didn't want to buy it in un-appropriate size.

So. I've been searching to some malls, but the shoes weren't even in other ZARAs I visited. Then last Friday, after had a meeting at PS, I had my eye on a bag. But the bag on the window display was the only one left and they couldn't get it out until next month. Based on my curiosity, I crossed to Senci with an intention to see the bag, and luckily they were still open (it was around 9.30PM) and they got the bag. After I got the bag, I re-checked the shoe shelf again, you know, in case. And I only saw the 38 and 40, just like last week.
But wait, what is that, a pair of my dream shoe fell from the shelf. Could it be... and yes, it was 39, my size!! Here's what I call soulmate!
And I ended bought a pair of bag and shoes. Consider it a gift for my self.


I also have smoothen my hair and got a black dress from Body & Soul last week. So this gift is more like a package, ha-ha (a self justification for an over spending).




They looks nice aren't they!!

bright days like this

Couple days ago I went to a company event, and met an old acquaintance (whom I respect very much). And he was very welcome to chat, and we talked about lots of interesting things.
Really made your day, meeting someone with such positive energy and welcoming gesture. I also got acquainted with a new person who sat in the same table. She was also very cheerful and amicable. I thanked both of them for being such nice person. Experienced being in a group full of snob people, their negativity really affected me til days after, made me asked what was wrong about me while it was all about them and their bad behaviour.

Anyway, other thing which made my day, the legging I ordered via inet came, and it was as good as what I imagined, and it was a bargain! My best stuff usually are the bargain one, if it's already jodoh/soulmate, I believe you can get the best stuff with the best deal, as long as you're patient enuf to search for the one. Haha it really is like looking for a soulmate!

Pair it with my fave black shoes

I have to be very careful though in using this lacey leggings, it can easily look whore-ish XD
I really want to get another pair with different motif, but I stopped myself thinking I won't use this very much anyway.



Paired it with the dress I bought in Bangkok, Obi and Brooch bought separately in some random occassions.
Hope to have more bright days like that day, as bright as my flower brooch!

my fave perfume EVER

my ears, my ears!

Is animal ears officially a trend? I love the bunny one! If only I can find occasions where I don't look like an idiot wearing this.

the acid effect

Ive been eyeing this acid leggings from cottonink. I LOVE the acid wash effect, esp on black; the cool orange effect looks like fire. But I know that I won't have too much chance wearing it. Even my basic legging is not used that often. And the acid wash shawl I liked very much also haven't worn more than once!



I really should be careful in wearing this shawl. If I don't get it right, it can easily looks like a mop cloth. Look below pic for example..I got mocked by my friends of wearing kain pel. Anyway the jelly ice from Muara Karang was sooo damn gooood, even for me who's usually don't like such thing.


So, still think the acid wash stuff is great..just be wiser in using it! :D